Having always been the one people can count on, it pains me incredibly when I have to let someone down. Especially those closest to me. Especially when it’s unintentional; though it always is as I would never purposely cause my Loved ones pain. That being said, recently and currently I’ve had to ruin the hopes of three of my best friends. Our romantic interests are not related. We want Love in different places. And this cannot be blamed on anything because there are no wrongs in Love. Unfortunately though, because of our different desires, I’ve had to deny the request of them and lose friendships I thought were strong enough to withstand such differences in the process. I hold no grudge here though, as heart breaking for me as this is, because I know that these situations can be difficult for some. As I try not to judge their actions I will remain optimistic that someday they’ll come to accept that the Love I have for them now will never dissipate and I’ll always want them in my life.